My partner knows that I am bisexual. When we first met I took a chance and explained it to him straight away. For some reason I felt that I really liked him and I wanted to be honest with him. At first the fact that I worked for an escorts for couples service of https://charlotteaction.org/escorts-couples did not seem to face him at all. Now he seems to have changed his mind and says that he cannot trust me at all. I keep on wondering what has gone wrong.
The other night we managed to sit down and have a little chat about it. He said that he hated it when I was out working for escorts for couples as it was a bit like I was betraying him. I said that I did not feel that way at all when he went out with his friends. After all, he is a cross dresser and seems to be happy to go out with men dressed as a woman. I don’t have a problem with that but he seems to be really hung about what I do. Why is that?
I know that a lot of men who are cross dressers find it really hard to identify with just one persona. Many men who cross dress invent different personas in order to make it more fun and sometimes also to give themselves an excuse to dress up. I think that he could be having a problem with that and be feeling guilty that he likes to dress up. The difference is that I know what I am about and I don’t have any hang ups at all when it comes to escorts for couples.
In recent months I have told my boyfriend that I like him as a woman and I don’t have a problem with going out with him. Yet, it seems that he has a really hard time sharing this part of his life with me. He never tells me about what he gets up to when he is out with his friends. When I come back from one of my dates for escorts for couples, I often talk about it. I think it is better to be open and honest. It will create an atmosphere of trust and that is good in any relationship.
So what does he get up to? Is the reason he cannot trust me a sign off that he does not trust himself. I have started to wonder what he does on his nights out and even toyed with the idea of following him. He goes to certain bars around Soho and I know the managers of some of them. It would be easy for me to sneak in and check out what is going on. If he is dating other guys, I don’t have a problem with that at all. I just wish that he would respect me enough to tell him. Like I keep saying to him, I am happy to tell him all about escorts for couples, why can he not share his life a little bit more intimately with me? It is all beginning to feel a bit strange.